Sometimes you sit and wonder how your life got to this point, even questioning the choices that you’ve made in the past, wondering if you had done some things differentlywould it still have all turned out this way? The answer to this is that we will never know what could have been, and that if we spend our life looking back we will never be able to move forward. I have to remind myself daily of this as I get so court up in remembering all the things I used to be able to do, when okay that mightbe the case but its what we’ve overcome and how far we have progressed that matters, I need to stop living in the past and focus on the future. A future that I hope one day will be free from the struggles I have today.

My life went from pretty “normal” to a complete mess overnight or at least that’s what it felt like, so actually if things can change for the worst that quick then surely they can change back just as fast. I believe this to be the absolute truth. Every day is a new start and anew opportunity to make a change, there’s still a fight to be fought I know but I am a lot closer to the end than I was 6 months ago, and so who knows where I will be in another 6 months!!

When you look back at your past look back for inspiration, look back to see how far you’ve come and do not focus on what’s been left behind. 

Live, learn, grow and move on, the past belongs in the past.